Hiding Behind a Self Created False Image

In life imagining a perfect self is just a natural psychological response. of our conciseness.  In this age of social media peer pressure and so much more than snapchats and Hashtags. We start creating a false image of our self with no bad intentions I am sure but to conceal our own insecurities and feelings. If your wondering "I don't actually do that" well you my friend are not being honest to yourself. 

Its true that from ordinary people to politicians to celebrates we all try to show our one side while keeping our not so pretty side of life and ourselves hidden and never to be seen. But sometimes, when we keep playing this complex behavioral patterns over and over again then what happens is quite astonishing. There is a part of us that starts believing it to be true.  As the saying goes "Seeing is believing" well no one told you that it works the other way around as well.

Atleast be true to yourself because that will liberate you from taking wrong or stupid discussions. Sometimes confronting yourself is the best thing to do. You have to introspect to know whats right for you and your state of mind.

I can give you an example from my real life. There was a girl in my life and we were a thing ages ago it did work out. And we are not together anymore. Although I don't hold any ill-feelings toward her but still we have a connection in time of crisis. Thats not bad however, I really had a hard-time understand my self and my situation with her. We don't love anymore but yet I had this weird feeling a inner conflict if you will when ever I was around her like I was bit scared of being around this person and but relaxed when I was around her. I was not being true to my self for a very long time and then suddenly it hit me that I am not being honest with myself. I might have some fossilized feeling for her mostly care and empathy. You see I am far from perfect. But the thing which bothered me for so long disappeared. The moment I realized that its alright to be caring yet aloof and distant. It absolutely alright to having anger, love, hate, empathy for people as long as you are truthful to youself about it and you don't let anger pain grief or even love for that matter over power you and cause you more harm then good. Revenge is a dish which best suited not to be served to anyone. Love is a strong emotion but it make you blind in judging people. Hate fuels you with rage and harsh its best to convert that rage and anger to improve ones own personality and motivation to prove yourselves right but not brag and make others feel small because they were jerks to you. In the End, I would say be true to yourself and let go of other ill-feelings. I would continue this in part 2. I promise that to all my reader and apologizes to every reader who read my blog across the globe from Germany to USA. I see my reader stat which helps me Improve my ability to write and connect.